Wednesday, April 09, 2008

Fragile

My mood lately is best described as fragile. I get to the office most mornings in a good mood, ready to rock, and have been pretty productive most of the time. But it only takes one bad conversation or turn of events to get me stuck, not wanting to do anything but sit around reading blogs and fucking off all day. I'm trying to combat this, but it's certainly a point of some concern with me since I have battled depression off and on for years. I don't get depressed, just a general malaise will creep over me and I find it difficult to finish anything or become really engaged once something gets me off track. I guess I need to get back to exercising regularly, that will likely help. I've just not been as obsessive about that as I was last year, and it shows in my waistline. I don't want to slip back into the dark times, but I can feel them around the corner. I need to go ride my bike.